When Your Vision Turns to S***

Thoughts for today mostly include bad words and a general sense of repulsion. The tiles don't screw into the wall easily. Once they're up, this look horrible. I quite literally want to smash all of them except maybe two. That means I want to smash 93.1% of the work I spent the last three weeks prepping. Although, the majority of the work I have done in the past week has been on other things, these tiles have been a time sink that started two weeks before senior project. A ceramics installation with barely any ceramics? Is that even possible? I have lots of rethinking and revisiting to do. But in the end, it is an installation of who I am, what I see, and how this crazy mind of mine works and just because I like making pottery doesn't mean that is who I am. *May 12, 2015 - 3:00pm*